Usually, I’d be decorated for Christmas by now and Christmas music would’ve been playing for weeks. This year, however, when I walk in a store and see Christmas decorations, I am actually shocked. Surely we’re still months away from Christmas, right? How is Thanksgiving next Thursday?
Today when I realized how time seems to be slipping away, I decided to do something: I made a batch of soup to freeze for when Baby arrives in the coming weeks. This is the first time ever I have made something with the intention of freezing it for later. I am feeling incredibly grown up right about now and on my way to feeling incredibly prepared. Just the simple act of making this turkey/vegetable/cheese soup was theraputic for me. I felt like I had purpose as I stood at the cutting board chopping up carrots and onions and celery and potatoes.
Because November has practically come and gone and CK and I didn’t do our big fakesgiving that we hoped to, and we didn’t paint the living room a pale purple like we planned to before we decorated for Christmas (not to mention, we haven’t even decorated for Christmas), and I haven’t spent weeks getting Christmas presents together and making a Christmas compilation to give to family again this year, I feel like I’ve missed out on the fun anticipation that November usually holds for me.
But, dumping those vegetables in the pot and spooning out portions into our new freezer storage containers felt almost as good as trimming the Christmas tree and setting up a nativity set. In making this pot of soup, I was participating in a bit of anticipation – not the kind of anticipation that I usually experience in November, the kind leading up to the wonderful holidays of Thanksgivng and Christmas, but a different kind of anticipation. In making this pot of soup, I was participating in a bit of preparation – again, not the kind of preparation that I usually experience in November, the kind leading up to a wonderful Thanksgiving meal or fabulous family Christmas, but a different kind of preparation.
I have been, of course, anticipating and preparing for the birth of our son for a while now – precisely since March 23 when we found out he was on his way! Today just felt a bit more real to me – like he is coming. And even though I love Thanksgiving and I have been a bit sad about missing it this year (we don’t have an oven, have I complained about this before? It’s true. I can’t make a pumpkin pie and we can’t cook a turkey), making this soup today made me focus on how we’re getting something much better than an oven! And even though I love Christmas and I just haven’t been on the ball with music and decorations and presents and cards, making this soup today made me focus on how we may not be decorated for Christmas (yet), but we’ve decorated a bit of space we’ve managed to carve our for Baby.
So, after the soup cooled a bit and I was able to split it among our new storage containers, I was feeling pretty good and hopeful about things. Next Thursday, CK won’t be able to take off work since his class is from 4-6 pm, but we’ll enjoy green bean casserole and mashed potatoes - our little version of Thanksgiving this year. We’ll count our blessings and stay away from counting our disappointments. And then we’ll begin to decorate for Christmas and worry about painting the walls purple after the new year.





Definitely not something I would ever choose to wear – or want to buy for my daughter to wear. As we walked home from church the other day, I asked Clark Kent, “What if our daughter wants to wear shoes like E? What will we do?” I sounded desperate. Clark Kent, without missing a beat, said, “We’ll let her and it won’t be a big deal.” I stared at him, in disbelief. He then continued, “If we’re going to let our toddler pick out her own clothes, we might as well let our teenager.” Touche, my dear husband, touche!
Tuesday started off brilliantly. The blueberry crumb bars were finished off the day before and as soon as Clark Kent set off for work, I turned to the internet for some baking inspiration. My sweet husband loves his chocolate and I wanted to make him a surprise “I love you” dessert. I first thought about making a double layer chocolate cake. However, I didn’t have the energy (nor did I want to use up ALL of our butter) to also make frosting. The “electric whisk” we have just does not cream butter well – and when I made the blueberry crumb bars, I creamed the butter by hand – which was a bit too much work for me.
His “Surprise! I love you” cake turned into a “Surprise! We owe £1700″ cake. The cake turned out fantastic and was the best part of our Tuesday. You see, our Tuesday didn’t get any better after the bill arrived. I ended up chipping/breaking/we’re not sure my back tooth and we had to endure another night of small group. 
Today marks the end of the fourth week of No More Sandwiches. It’s been a great month of eating and experimenting and I have to say, I’m proud of myself. Since it’s the end of the month and we’re running out of food, it would have been so easy to simply do things that I’ve already done. But, this week I tried out two new lunch ideas: a crustless quiche and a bean salad.
Another week of no sandwiches for lunch has ended rather well. This week we enjoyed very berry lemon bread (with blueberries and raspberries – and, perhaps a bit too many berries), lots of good fruit (plums, pears, apples, oranges), a little bit of leftovers (pasta and green bean casserole), garden and tuna salad, easy Shells & Cheese, and our favorite, cous cous. I tried my hand at the plain old big bag of cous cous (instead of individual flavored packets) and it turned out wonderfully delicious (thanks, Allison, for the chicken stock recommendation!). Now that I have three weeks under my belt, I’m beginning to relax a little. I’m not obsessing over what we’ll have for lunch the following day and I start preparing lunch just 20-30 minutes before Clark Kent arrives home (which is a great improvement over the hour it took me to prepare the first week!). I have really fallen in love with the role of house-wife (though, technically, I do work – even if it is just a few hours a day). Even though I have spent many years NOT cooking and not being interested in the Food Network or food magazines, I’m really coming around. I so wish I could spend a few hours in Barnes and Noble in the cookbook section. I’d like to spend a hour or two in their cafe looking through the cooking magazines. I’d like to watch the Food Network with Linda (now that I appreciate it). Even though England has a great Barnes and Noble counterpart, Waterstones, they don’t sell many magazines. And, there is not many places to sit comfortably to look through books. That is something America does right, I think! For now I have to settle for the library and their cookbooks. Or allrecipes.com – which I love.
Even though half a cucumber, half a zucchini, and an entire head of lettuce froze in our too cold fridge and had to be thrown away throwing a bit of a wrench in my lunch wheel, lunches this week were pretty good. Monday was an easy one: leftovers for lunch. We’ve started a tradition (two weeks in a row now) of having scrambled eggs and pancakes for dinner. Clark Kent makes them and they are THE BEST 
This might be a little repetitive for any of my faithful Flickr friends, but I am so excited about a couple of things and just have to share my excitement on this space.

